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[21 Jun 2007|03:54am]
NEW RIVEJOURNAR


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[18 Jun 2007|02:08pm]
I can live with hunger pains.
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[18 Jun 2007|12:05am]
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[17 Jun 2007|12:46am]
I sneezed four times trying to put my nose stud in just now. It really sucks having to deal with putting it in and taking it out all the time. Oh and I lost my ring, which sucks.
Job hunt continues. I applied at Coldstone and Jagmania the other day.
Jagmania is probably a long-shot, I'm one of the least sporty persons out there.
Summer is really good. In three weeks I'll be in Vegas! WITH BRANDON!

Sup. I miss Alexis.
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[07 Jun 2007|10:44pm]
http://kevan.org/johari?name=shannonlolz




DO THIS PLEAAAASE.
so bored.
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[06 Jun 2007|10:03am]
baby tell me please, is this a dream spending the night with you? beneath the cherry trees, just make a wish and every thing comes true. out the windows of my bedroom, through the backyards of our neighbors, but i didn't leave you waiting, there was endless concentration. then the moon swept down to greet us, it was warm and made of flowers, into vines that barely reached us climbing higher than forever. baby tell me please, in knowing this cause showing never tells. was it just a breeze, was it a kiss? breathless exquisite chills.
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[01 Jun 2007|05:26pm]
You Would Be a Pet Bird

You're intelligent and witty, yet surprisingly low maintenance.
You charm people easily, and they usually love you a lot more than you love them.
You resent anyone who tries to own or control you. You refuse to be fenced in.

Why you would make a great pet: You're very smart and entertaining

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not interested in being anyone's pet!

What you would love about being a bird: Flying, obviously

What you would hate about being a bird: Being caged
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[31 May 2007|12:06am]
I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure, I am secure.


If you keep telling yourself something, you'll have to believe it...right?
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[28 May 2007|09:48pm]
I'm really glad that my boyfriend loves me and that my friends accept me, without having to cake on makeup or without having to play a persona other than myself.




Just a thought.
I'm happy with how I am and who I'm becoming.
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[26 May 2007|11:04am]
Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind."

For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one.
You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun.

Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic






:DDD
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[22 May 2007|07:42pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

I wish I had some sort of reassurance knocking on my head all the time, just so I wouldn't feel so down and out and lonesome.


I wish I knew how you absolutely really felt without having any doubt in my mind about the words coming from your mouth.


I wish I didn't have to creep just for the mere fact of creeping and becoming increasingly jealous of those past loved.


I hope I mean much more, I hope I'm not categorized in the same group as them, I hope I'm treating you right, and I hope you love me like you say you do. I hope that this is something really special to you, and you're not just tagging me along and I'm really hoping you don't ditch me when college comes. I hope I'm worth as much then as I should feel I am now.

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[18 May 2007|09:22am]
Uhhh...





Circa Survive. I've been listening to them the past two days.
Today I get to buy my new ipod seeing as how the company that was suppose to send mine back screwed up, sent it twice, and we never got them. And then I'm going up to Brandon's work and then we're headed to Fuel to see Vanna. Hopefully, my phone won't get stolen this time, hahaha.

Its getting harder and harder to find girls that are friends. Every potential one I find is either too immature, too bitchy, too weird, or too confrontational. I'm trying to mend things with Cortney, so I have someone to talk to when Brandon is gone, even though he hasbecome my best friend.


School is almost out. Next week are my finals, even though somedays I don't have to be there, my mom is still making me go til Thursday. At least they're half days. My sister comes in on Thursday so I'm not going to school Friday.
My summer should be quite full; Ohio in June, I have to get another job to pay for Las Vegas in July or something with Brandon and his mom. I'm going to take a nap right now, everyone is taking a final.
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[11 May 2007|11:30am]
I want a shitty one bedroom apartment close to the beach with an open balcony and bike. I want a microwave and a refrigerator from the seventies. I want my freezer to be full of ben & jerry's, lean cuisines, and texas toast. I want a cabinet stocked with every flavor of ramen noodles possible. I want a gas stove, not the electric kind. I want a small kitchen table with a dim light over head. I want a bar full of every kind of wine. I want to be able to pay for it on my own and feel good about paying my taxes and rent. I want to have a mediocre job that makes me happy. I want to face the daily grind with a smile on my face. I want to wake up occasionally and go to college. I want to be able to sit out on my balcony and talk to my neighbors with a mac in my lap surfing the interweb. I want a car that isn't economy friendly so I can complain about gas prices. I want to be able to vote and go to various protests. I want to have a good group of people to go out with. I want to go downtown and listen to music and drink coffee. I want a full pack of lucky strikes waiting for me on the counter when I wake up in the morning. I want to be able to go to the beach and drink a beer in peace. I want to stay away from my parents for as long as I can. I want to paint my nails and toenails myself, and be able to not wear makeup every day. I want to go to the grocery store and make a good frozen dinner for myself. I want a old worn in couch to sit and watch my small TV on, cable or not. I want a full library of DVDs and sitcoms. I want a bathtub/shower so I can relax every once in a while, and take showers in the dark, with the heat all the way up. But most importantly I want to be able to use my key to open my door to my shitty apartment, put my dirty clothes on the bedroom floor, change into pajamas, and lay in bed and share the small, enjoyable things in life with the one I love most.

And I want you to stroke my hair when we're winding down. I want you to rest your head on my chest so you can hear my heartbeat and laugh about how I actually have a heart. I want you to get into silly fights with me about what we're eating or watching on TV. I want to go to the movies every once in a while and feel you squeeze my hand when things get exciting. I want you to play video games while I sleep. I want us to go out and smoke hookah with friends and laugh for hours. I want to have spontaneous nights on the beach and at restaurants. I want you to grab for my hand when we walk. I want you to pout when you don't get your way. I want you to squeeze and hold me tight so I know that you love me. I want us to not have to worry about our song or our place, because we know that those things are unimportant. I want you to wait for me, the same way I'll wait for you, when I come home. I want you to take me to your parents' house and your grandparents' house and see your family, because we know mine is lacking. I want you to love me in the same way I love you, and know that I have no intentions of letting you go just yet.
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[10 May 2007|05:40pm]
I believe in immediacy, I'll say that immediately
Impede my deviancy, If I'm really gonna make history
We're not gonna go peacefully, dig deep to indignity
Achieve indecency, kiss my mischief blissfully
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HAY IMPORTANT [08 May 2007|10:22pm]
I wish there was some way to describe all of the ways I feel for you.
I'm nervous and I'm hungry and I'm baffled and I'm shocked and I'm more anxious than I've ever been. You can't possibly comprehend how much I love and appreciate and care for you. I'm jealous, I can't help it. I don't distrust you, I just don't trust anyone else in the world more than I trust you. I'm always so worried they might corrupt what we have. I believe you when you look me in the eyes, I believe you when you say you love me, and I believe you, more so than anything, when you tell me we will last.



Without you, I'm nothing. You've become my best friend. This short little time period that we've spent together, was probably the best decision I have ever made. You're the only thing going right in life as of now, and I can't even begin to think about losing it. I just want you near and I want to understand you. I'm so tired of being tired and stressing about everything and having attacks, I just want everything to run as smooth as it has been.


I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I love you, at the top of my lungs, from the bottom of my heart.
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[06 May 2007|02:18am]
I don't know why you're still here.
I don't know what you see in me.
I don't understand why I'm not freaking out.
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[01 May 2007|06:48am]
I've got a man who makes the devil pale,
And we've all got the fever to tell





When life is good,
its reaaaal good.
Mmmm, my boyfriend is my everything, Drayton and Jess are coming up here this weekend, chillen hard as fuck with no job and no worries. You wish life tasted as sweet as this.


I can't wait for the summer, and to just lay out at the pier, with a drink in my hand, just wasting life away. I can't wait to be practically living at my boyfriend's house. I can't wait for more smooth sailing. A natural disaster could occur and I'd still be standing right now. Fuck me running.
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[27 Apr 2007|11:31pm]
Your Inner Color is Yellow

Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you.

You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one person who makes you feel safe.

Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actor.
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[24 Apr 2007|07:51pm]
Well it's not fixed if you love it broken
and your cell phones at the bottom of the ocean
and you're not drunk if you can stay in your lane

Well you're not brave and you're making a lane shift
you're not lost but you're missing your exit
and you're not scared but you still got your eyes closed

I want you to worry when I don't call you back
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[22 Apr 2007|01:37pm]
These things we do not know, these things we are not sure of,
only intrigue us, and force us to go too far.
We cannot see what's black and white, what is good or bad,
only land we have not discovered yet.
But is that not the essence of life, exploration?
The ever growing need to touch what we cannot in the most horrible way.
Your uncharted self is no different.
I want to map out all the points I yearn to kiss,
and keep note of all the new things I have seen.
I need to trek your insides and figure out who you really are,
what you really mean, what you really need.
I know you so well, yet not at all.
You are so hard to explore, which only provokes me more.
I will get to the bottom of this broken heart, I will be a heroine,
I will be all you ever wanted.
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